i will convince myself (because that is the only skill my profs exhort me to possess) that everything has remained unchanged. i still "refer" to people's lab reports and get lower grades than anyone else, i still display enormous potential but none of the discipline that is supposed to come with the potential. and i still get very gleeful that people supply me with imparo answers :D cooperative learning for the win.
i will take the first step in doing a triathlon! i will attempt swimming 30-40 laps before running 4k today, wish me luck friends. i'll post later to gloat if i survive.
everything is clearing up in the crowded locker that is my mind at the moment. rest assured that i will be honest dear friend, i will summon up enough courage. it's just that honesty has a time and a place, and it would be awful for me to spring this on you now if it has not already occurred to you yet.
our day will come.
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