as the month of july draws nearer, the need to squeeze in just one more overseas trip becomes more urgent. i have enjoyed these rather aimless 5 months because i get the cash (somewhat) and the freedom to gallivant to different places. i know full well that i won't get to live like this in the near future unless i strike the hongbao toto draw next year.
this urge to get up and go is not the result of my usual escapist tendencies though. i can't say that i am absolutely thrilled to begin this new phase of my life because i still remember the work-related nightmares i had last year but i am ready to do something new. maybe i am grown up enough to finally be comfortable to just be. to savour the experiences that every new position in the amazing space-time of my life and to know that every little thing, good or bad, is necessary to shape me. it is odd that i am capable of such positive thoughts in this maddening heat.
nostalgic sunday is late, again.
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