i spend a lot more freely when it is my own money; i fear that this unpredictable streak of independence will cause me a good deal of regret for the rest of my life.
should be sleeping but i am having fun talking to a fellow intern, we are startlingly similar despite starting off rather shakily. odd how these things turn out, no? i keep learning on this internship and it doesn't involve any chemical engineering, thankfully (?). just wish i had more answers.
still don't want to cave in unfortunately i still don't know what constitutes caving in. i need a minder, at least i can blame him/her if i am unhappy 30 years down the road. things are not working out perfectly, i still need to find the energy in me to create some momentum. all in good time, all in good time.
something extra, i never was a big fan of hers but i do like this song.
our day will come.
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